I think I have a slight obsession with tents/hammocks…..
ok heres the update…first lets talk about work~I’m studying now to become LEED certified, its all about green building and planning and blah blah, the concept is relatively easy, its the vocab and the memorization that I have problems with, I thought I put school behind me but I guess life is just one big lesson~~
Now the coworker~he hasn’t started yet„, he starts next month on the 3rd I am super nervous, we met last Friday and we went on two dates already once on Saturday and once on Sunday. Remember he took me to the ocean on Saturday which was nice and different from all the other guys I’ve been dating and on Sunday he asked me to show him my neighborhood (grimey, dirty, Itaewon) ITAEWON FREEDOM haha anyways, we had Dinner at my favorite bar (the servers wear kilts) and we talked most of the night, he picked me up from my house at around 6 and I was home by 9, no handshake, no hug, no kiss, hes so adult! it’s weird, we held hands and whatnot when walking around but he doesn’t force anything, everything is slow paced and there’s still a lot of nerves there which is good? He’s looking for marriage, I’m not sure, I still have a hard time telling the boys here that I have tattoos (3!!) how will he feel about me when he finds out?? the rest of my team at work keep asking me about him, in all fairness they worked with him for 3-5 years at another company the 4 of them are actually really close and were really shocked by what was going on and needless to say so was I. This guy just came out of the woodwork confessing he’s never fell for someone with just one look and he didn’t believe in love at first sight up until now (cmon man….really?) but I’m giving it a go…buuuuuut my coworkers know about Squirrel too and they told me I needed to figure out my feelings before coworker starts working with us…ugh HOW!
Squirrel update-I havent gotten to see him in a week and a half now, we still talk every day and such but I’m not sure if I have butterflies, I’m not sure if I ever did, but I don’t think I have butterflies for coworker either, Squirrel is sweet too, we’re more comfortable around eachother and there’s not a lot of pressure, he’s looking to get married too (I’d highly consider him if he got a good job after college instead of chasing his dreams about being on a plane as a stewardess or steward or whatever) it’s not a bad gig, but it’s not a gig I would want for my husband and children~too much travel, too many women, the list goes on. He has an interview with a huge Korean company on Thursday and I am REALLY REALLY hoping he nails it! he would be using his engineering degree which is all I could ever ask for. Squirrel is sweet to me too though, we have only kissed and held hands and he NEVER asks for more, he wants to just hang out and escort me home which is so weird, I’ve been out with some douchey people and some horndogs that deserved my rudeness and a slap in the face, it’s weird not getting that with coworker and squirrel~I like it……